Hu Ge - Forget time Ending song for chinese paladin 3. not sure if subs are correct
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Tiffany Tang Yan Image Gallery
Welcome to the image gallery of Tiffany Tang Yan 唐嫣, the gorgeous actress for Chinese Paladin 3 《仙劍3》 Zi Xuan 紫萱 .
Here you will find plenty of high quality pictures, magazine scans and photo shoots.
Wallace Huo as Xu Changqing
Name: 霍建華 (霍建华) / Huo Jian Hua
English name: Wallace Huo
Nickname: Xiao Hua
Profession: Actor and singer
Birthdate: 1979-Dec-26
Birthplace: Taiwan
Height: 177cm
Weight: 64kg
Star sign: Capricorn
Chinese zodiac: Goat
Blood type: B
TV Series Production:
Strange Hero Yi Zhi Mei 怪侠一枝梅 (2010) as Li Ge Xiao
Tang Lang Tan An (2010) as Tang Lang
Chinese Paladin 3 (2009) as Xu Changqing
Love in the Forlorn City (2008)
Rouge Snow (2008) as Xia Yun Kai
A Mobile Love Story (2008) as Lu Yun Fei
Modern Beauty (2008) as Yang Guang
Love at First Fight (2007) as Li Ya Shou
Emerald on the Roof (2006) as Zhou Nian Zhong
Romance of Red Dust (2006) as Li Jing
Sound of Colors (CTS, 2006) as Lu Yun Xiang
Tian Xia Di Yi (2004) as Gu Hai Yi dao
100% Senorita (2004) as Li Wei Xiang
Westside Story (2003) as Xing Wang
At the Dolphin Bay (2003) as Zhong Xiao Gang
Pretty Girl (2003) as Guest
My Secret Garden ( 2003) Guest
Great Teacher (2003) Guest
Star (2002) as Xia Yuan Qiao
TV Show Theme Songs
Somebody (100% Senorita sub theme song, 2004)
Ni De Di Yi (你的第一) Your #1 (Tian Xia Di Yi opening theme song, 2004)
Na Shi Hou (Tian Xia Di Yi sub theme song, 2004)
Zhai Xing (Star opening theme song, 2002)
San Xia De Xing Fu (Star ending theme song, 2002)
Ai Xiang Man Hua Tang (Star sub theme song, 2002)
Jiu Bie Chong Feng (久別重逢) (Star sub theme song, 2002)
Movies/Films
Hands in the Hair / Zuo Tou (2004)
Endorsements
E-Wap (2000)
Wrigley’s Gum (2000)
Mitsubishi Virage IO (2003)
Timberland (2003)
Matrix (2003)
Siemens CX65 (2004)
Formosa Shades (2005)
about chinese paladin 3
Chinese Paladin 3 仙劍奇俠傳三
Cast and Characters
Hu Ge as Jingtian
Wallace Huo Jianhua as Xu Changqing
Yang Mi as Tang Xuejian
Tiffany Tangyan as Zixuan
Cecilia Liu Shishi as Long Kui
Jerry Huang as Chonglou
Series Synopsis
Jing Tian is a mischievous pawnshop assistant who because of the power of a mystical jade, crosses paths with the spoiled and sassy Tang Xue Jian. Xue Jian is the beloved granddaughter of Tang Manor's Tang Kun, who meets with danger when an evil cult tries to take over control of the Tang Manor. Xu Changqing, the eldest disciple of Mt Shu Sect aids the pair in defeating the cult and rescuing the Tang Manor. Meanwhile, Chonglou, ruler of the evil world, breaks into Mt Shu's Suo Yao Pagoda to retrieve a magical sword. He passes the sword to Jing Tian, claiming that it belonged to latter when he was a deity in his past life and forces Jing Tian to battle with him. The 5 elders of Mt Shu Sect call upon Jing Tian and Changqing to attain 5 mystical pearls to seal up Suo Ya Pagoda and destroy a powerful force of evil so as to save the world from destruction. Together with Xue Jian, the group set off to accomplish their mission. On the way, they overcome various obstacles and must solve mysteries pertaining to their pasts...
Chinese Paladin 3 is a prequel to Chinese Paladin (Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan), both based off the RPG of the same name. It takes place 50 years before the start of the first series, however the connection is very loose.
Purchase Chinese Paladin 3 DVD from Yesasia
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Xu Changqing & Zixuan
Xu Changqing and Zixuan's romantic relationship is the main backstory to Chinese Paladin III. Their love endured for three lifetimes, lasting approximately 200 years. Destined to become an immortal, Xu Changqing dedicated his life to studying Taoism and becoming a Taoist priest in all three lifetimes. However, in his first two lifetimes as Gu Liufang and Lin Yeping, he failed because of his choice to resume secular life and be together with Zixuan. He was mortal, a human, whereas Zixuan was the descendant of the goddess Nuwa. As Nuwa's descendant, Zi Xuan is immortal and able to retain her youthful looks. For all three lifetimes, her passionate and undying love for Changqing never wavered; and although Liu Fang had been reincarnated as Lin Yeping and Xu Changqing, his love for Zi Xuan never changed and he was still able to maintain his strong feelings for her. In Changqing's third and last lifetime, Zixuan gains the courage to sever all ties with him and let him go, so that he can train properly as a priest to attain enlightenment and be forever freed from mortal sufferings.
If you love their three-life time story as much as we do, drop us a line!
Chinese Paladin 3 - Insist On Love (Zi Xuan & Chang Qing Fanvid)
Insist on Love 偏愛 by Chang Yun Jing
偏愛 – 張芸京
Chinese Lyrics:
把昨天 都作廢
現在 你在我眼前
我想愛
請給我機會
如果我錯了 也承擔
認定 你就是答案
我不怕誰 嘲笑我極端
相信自己的直覺
頑固的人不喊累
愛上你 我不撤退
我說過
我不閃躲
我非要這麼做
講不聽 也偏要愛
更努力愛
讓你明白
沒有別條路能走
你決定 要不要陪我
講不聽 偏愛
靠我感覺愛
等你的依賴
對你偏愛
愛
痛也很愉快
Insist on Love – Chang Yun Jing
English Translation:
Invalidate yesterday
Now that you are in front of me
I want to love
Please give me a chance
If I’m wrong, I’ll take the responsibility too
Insisting you are the answer
I’m not afraid of being laughed at for being extreme
Believing in my instinct
Stubborn person doesn’t complaint tireness
In love with you, I’ll not retreat
I did say
I’m not dodging
I insist on doing this
I don’t listen and insist on love
Try my best to love
To make you understand
There is no other road to take
You decide whether you want to be with me
I don’t listen, insist on love
Following my feeling with love
Waiting for you to depend on me
Love you especially
Love
Pain is enjoyable too
Pian Ai – Chang Yun Jing
Hanyu Pinyin
ba zuo tian dou zuo fei
xian zai ni zai wo yan qian
wo xian ai
qing gei wo ji hui
ru guo wo cuo le ye cheng dan
ren ding ni jiu shi da an
wo bu pa shei chao xiao wo ji duan
xiang xin zi ji de zhi jue
wan gu de ren bu han lei
ai shang ni wo bu che tui
wo shuo guo
wo bu shan duo
wo fei yao zhe me zuo
jiang bu ting ye pian yao ai
gen nu li ai
rang ni ming bai
mei you bie tiao lu neng zou
ni jue ding yao bu yao pei wo
jiang bu ting pian ai
kao wo gan jue ai
deng ni de yi lai
dui ni pian ai
ai
tong ye hen yu kuai
Blue Bird Flying Fish 青鸟飞鱼 - Chinese Paladin 3 theme song - Ci Sheng Bu ...
Never Exchange 此生不換 by Blue Bird Flying Fish
此生不換 – 青鳥飛魚
Chinese Lyrics:
時光穿不斷 流轉在從前
刻骨的變遷 不是遙遠
再有一萬年 深情也不變
愛像烈火般蔓延
記憶是條長線 盤旋在天邊
沉浮中以為 情深緣淺
你再度出現 我看見誓言
承諾在水天之間
回頭看 不曾走遠
依依目光此生不換
要分散 不習慣
怎麼算 都太難
分開之後更勇敢
願這愛 世代相傳
唱不完忘情泉 不讓你如煙
前塵再懷念 望劍如面
揮舞的瞬間 別再閉上眼
錯過驚世的依戀
回頭看 不曾走遠
眷戀一人流連忘返
多少汗 夠溫暖
你哭喊 我呼喚
聽清耳邊的呢喃
別害怕 風輕雲淡
Never Exchange – Blue Bird Flying Fish
English Translation:
Time cannot pierce through, it flows in the past
Deeply ingrained changes are not distant
Another ten thousand years, love remains unchanged
Love is spreading like fire
Memory is like a long thread, circling the sky
Life’s ups and downs made me think love is deep but fate is short
You reappear; I see commitment
Promise between the sky and water
Looking back, I didn’t go far
I’ll never exchange the clinging gaze
Had to separate, can’t get used to it
No matter how I add up, it’s just too hard
I’ll be stronger after we part
Hopefully this love will pass on generations
Song of love forgetting spring never ends, not letting you become a smoke
Remembering our past, looking at the reflecting sword
The moment of brandishing, don’t close the eyes again
And miss the awe-inspiring longing
Looking back, I didn’t go far
Yearning for a person and refusing to leave
How much sweat will be warm enough
You cried out, I called out
Deciphered the murmuring by the ear
Don’t be afraid, everything shall pass
Ci Sheng Bu Huan – Qing Niao Fei Yu
Hanyu Pinyin
shi guang chuan bu duan liu zhuan zai cong qian
ke gu de bian qian bu shi yao yuan
zai you yi wan nian shen qing ye bu bian
ai xiang lie huo ban man yan
ji yi shi tiao chang xian pan xuan zai tian bian
chen fu zhong yi wei qing shen yuan qian
ni zai du chu xian wo kan jian shi yan
cheng nuo zai shui tian zhi jian
hui tou kan bu cheng zou yuan
yi yi mu guang ci sheng bu huan
yiao fen san bu xi guan
ze me shuan dou tai nan
fen kai yi hou gen yong gan
yuan zhe ai shi dai xiang chuan
chang bu wan wang qing quan bu rang ni ru yan
qian chen zai huai nian wang jian ru mian
hui wu de xun jian bie zai bi shang yan
cuo guo jing shi de yi lian
hui tou kan bu ceng zou yuan
juan lian yi ren liu lian wang fan
dou shao han gou wen nuan
ni ku han wo hu huan
ting qing er bian de ni nan
bie hai pa feng qing yun dan
生生世世爱-吴雨霏 (sheng sheng shi shi ai - Kary Wu)
Love For Every Lifetime 生生世世愛 by Kary Ng
生生世世愛- 吳雨霏
(Rap – 七零/青鳥飛魚)
Chinese Lyrics:
愛還沒來 天地間風雲忽然變
有情有義的人都要回來
愛總會來 生死注定的來世再愛
都等了太久哭盡無奈
Rap
她從樹中來 追隨前世真愛
親身體驗過 春去秋又來
情到至深時 烏髮也濃白
劍成人後心動 花燦爛地開
愛恨糾纏的生生世世
心底執著的信念為你存在
多遙遠的路 都阻擋不住
再次擁有沒距離的溫度
失去自由的生生世世
有愛不懂相擁錯過了最愛
送一劍祝福 再默默相助
恐怕沒以後不自覺留退路
愛還沒來 天地間風雲忽然變
有情有義的人都要回來
愛總會來 生死注定的來世再愛
都等了太久哭盡無奈
Rap
一段記憶有三世那麼長
到最後要用一碗水去遺忘
千年寂寞後你重見陽光
還是轉頭又縱身跳火海化成鳳凰
愛恨糾纏的生生世世
心底執著的信念為你存在
多遙遠的路 都阻擋不住
再次擁有沒距離的溫度
失去自由的生生世世
有愛不懂相擁錯過了最愛
送一劍祝福 再默默相助
恐怕沒以後不自覺留退路
為情所困的生生世世
傷也被傷命中成雙的傷害
等不到日出一個人孤獨
讓星光代替我伴你遠途
黑白輪迴的生生世世
徹底放開成全永遠的依賴
是亂世英雄 或凡間俗夢
愛不離愛是把這感動留住
Love For Every Lifetime – Kary Ng
Rap – 70/Qi Ling from Blue Bird Flying Fish
English translations courtesy of God
Love has not come, and the winds and clouds suddenly changed between heaven and earth.
People with love and loyalty all want to come back.
Love will come eventually, those who are destined to love will in their next lives.
We have waited for too long, and our tears are dry from crying exasperatedly.
Rap
She came from the trees, chasing after the love from her past life…,
…having first hand experience of the passing of spring and coming of autumn.
At the extremity of love, even black hair becomes thick and white.
After the sword becomes human, her heart trembles; and the flowers bloom beautifully
Lifetimes are caught up in love and hate, but still…
…the steadfast belief exists at the bottom of my heart for you…:
Now matter how long the road, it cannot stop me…
…from feeling your warmth without distance once more.
Freedom is lost from these lifetimes.
Not knowing to embrace love when we have it, we missed the deepest love.
First giving a sword of blessing, then assisting from behind the scenes.
Fearing there will be no future, we unwittingly left a path of retreat.
Love has not come, and the winds and clouds suddenly changed between heaven and earth.
People with love and loyalty all want to come back.
Love will come eventually, those who are destined to love will in their next lives.
We have waited for too long, and our tears are dry from crying exasperatedly.
Rap
These memories last three-lifetimes-long,
and has to be forgotten with a bowl of water at the end of it all.
After a thousand years of loneliness, you saw the sun once again.
But yet again, you turned around and threw yourself into a sea of flames, becoming a phoenix.
Lifetimes are caught up in love and hate, but still…
…the steadfast belief exists at the bottom of my heart for you…:
Now matter how long the road, it cannot stop me…
…from feeling your warmth without distance once more.
In these lifetimes when freedom is lost…,
…we knew not to embrace love when it was with us, thus missing our truest love.
First giving a sword of blessing, then assisting from behind the scenes.
Fearing there will be no future, we unwittingly left a path of retreat.
Trapped by love for lifetimes…,
…fresh injuries are inflicted upon old injuries, making them twice as painful.
Unable to last until daybreak, I am alone.
Let starlight take my place by your side on your long journey.
We have been systematically reincarnating for lifetimes, and…
…completely letting go will allow us to end an eternity of dependence.
Whether we are heroes in turbulent times, or living an ordinary dream…
…love will not abandon love, keeping these emotions alive.
Sheng Sheng Shi Shi Ai – Kary Ng
Hanyu Pinyin
ai hai mei lai tian di jian feng yun hu ran bian
you qing you yi de ren dou yao hui lai
ai zong hui lai sheng si zhu ding de lai shi zai ai
dou deng le tai jiu ku jin wu nai
Rap
ta cong shu zhong lai zhui sui qian shi zhen ai
qin shen ti yan guo chun qu qiu you lai
qing dao zhi shen shi wu fa ye nong bai
jian cheng ren hou xin dong hua can lan di kai
ai hen jiu chan de sheng sheng shi shi
xin di zhi zhuo dei xin nian wei ni cun zai
duo yao yuan de lu dou zu dang bu zhu
zai ci yong you mei ju li de wen du
shi qu zi you de sheng sheng shi shi
you ai bu dong xiang yong cuo guo liao zui ai
song yi jian zhu fu zai mo mo xiang zhu
kong pa mei yi hou bu zi jue liu tui lu
ai hai mei lai tian di jian feng yun hu ran bian
you qing you yi de ren dou yao hui lai
ai zong hui lai sheng si zhu ding de lai shi zai ai
dou deng le tai jiu ku jin wu nai
Rap
yi duan ji yi you san shi na me chang
dao zui hou yao yong yi wan shui qu yi wang
qian nian ji mo hou ni chong jian yang guang
hai shi zhuan tou you zong shen tiao huo hai hua cheng feng huang
ai hen jiu chan de sheng sheng shi shi
xin di zhi zhuo dei xin nian wei ni cun zai
duo yao yuan de lu dou zu dang bu zhu
zai ci yong you mei ju li de wen du
shi qu zi you de sheng sheng shi shi
you ai bu dong xiang yong cuo guo le zui ai
song yi jian zhu fu zai mo mo xiang zhu
kong pa mei yi hou bu zi jue liu tui lu
wei qing suo kun de sheng sheng shi shi
shang ye bei shang ming zhong cheng shuang de shang hai
deng bu dao ri chu yi ge ren gu du
rang xing guang dai ti wo ban ni yuan tu
hei bai lun hui de sheng sheng shi shi
che di fang kai cheng quan yong yuan de yi lai
shi luan shi ying xiong huo fan jian su meng
ai bu li ai shi ba zhe gan dong liu zhu
Promise to Not Love You 答應不愛你 by Ronald Cheng
答應不愛你 – 鄭中基
Chinese Lyrics:
明明愛很清晰 卻又接受分離
我只剩思念的權利
難過還來不及 愛早已融入呼吸
不存在的存在心底
雖然很努力 練習著忘記
我的心卻還沒答應可以放棄了你
真的對不起 答應了你不再愛你
我卻還沒答應我自己
明明愛很清晰 卻要接受分離
我只剩思念的權利
難過還來不及 就讓愛融入空氣
不存在的存在心底
說好要忘記 偏偏又想起
原來我的心還沒有答應放棄了你
真的對不起 雖然曾經答應了你
我卻還沒答應我自己
卻又如何真的不愛你
Promise Not to Love You – Ronald Cheng
English translations courtesy of God
It is obvious that our love was clear, but we have to accept separation.
I’m only left with the right to reminisce.
I haven’t had the time to feel sadness. Love has made its way into my breath.
What doesn’t exist, exists at the bottom of the heart.
Although I am working hard at trying to forget
My heart has not agreed to give up on you.
I’m really sorry. I promised not to love you again.
But I have not promised myself
It was obvious that our love was clear, but we have to accept separation.
I’m only left with the right to reminisce.
I haven’t had the time to feel sadness. Let love melt into the air.
What doesn’t exist, exists at the bottom of the heart.
It was agreed to be forgotten, but yet I unwittingly remember again.
It is clear that my heart has not agreed to give up on you.
I’m really sorry that although I promised you
I have not promised myself.
How could I really not love you?
Da Ying Bu Ai Ni – Zheng Zhong ji
Hanyu Pinyin
ming ming ai hen qing xi que you jie shou fen li
wo zhi sheng si nian de quan li
nan guo hai lai bu ji ai zao yi rong ru hu xi
bu cun zai de cun zai xin di
sui ran hen nu li lian xi zhe wang ji
wo de xin que hai mei da ying ke yi fang qi le ni
zhen de dui bu qi da ying le ni bu zai ai ni
wo que hai mei da ying wo zi ji
ming ming ai hen qing xi que yao jie shou fen li
wo zhi sheng si nian de quan li
nan guo hai lai bu ji jiu rang ai rong ru kong qi
bu cun zai de cun zai xin di
shuo hao yao wang ji pian pian you xiang qi
yuan lai wo de xin hai mei you da ying fang qi le ni
zhen de dui bu qi sui ran ceng jing da ying le ni
wo que hai mei da ying wo zi ji
que you ru he zhen de bu ai ni
aku rasa aku macam sukakan seseorg....???
hahahahaahhaahaha senang je aku sukakan seseorg... x takut kew di permainkan lagi? aku rasa asik ingatkan dia jew.... rindu kat dia.... mmmmm resah bila dia x balas sms aku... semalam tetiba je dia muncul, :p rupanya dia gie singapora sambut birtday dia... 25/7/1986....mmmmmm tapi aku always ingat je kat dia... :D maybe dengan cara nie aku akan dapat lepaskan n buang mohd sabri dari idup aku... hehehehehehe bukan apa dia selalu sakitkan hati aku.... memang aku pernah cakap dekat dia yang dia sama penting dengan anak2 aku,lagi penting dari hb aku,n lagi penting dari nya aku.....tapi semua 2 x penting dah lepas aku dengar apa yang rizal cakap... sebenarnya apa yang dia tulis hari 2 bukan datang dari hati dia.... 2 semua hanya rekaan supaya aku masuk perangkap dia.... arrrrrr!!!!! tak pe skrg aku akan cuba sebolehnya supaya aku x akan diperlakukan mcm 2 :P
Friday, July 22, 2011
Auburn: All About Him LYRICS VIDEO (Official, 2010).
semuanya pasal dia dan aku....bukannya org lain....
baby still love hony
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
aku lebih baik buat dia kawan dari bercinta
tadi aku ada jumpe dia... kita org dah ok n bertegur... aku bersyukur sebb dia ok dengan aku,tapi aku harab dia akan jadi kawan aku... maybe aku akan kawal perasaan aku agar aku x lagi dekat dengan dia... mmmmm hope perasaan aku nie dapat disorokkan dari dia... hahahahahahaha biar la aku nak tipu diri aku kew apa... janji aku happy dengan idup aku sekarang... biar la pada batinya aku menagis... :P
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
semuanya ternyata benar....
semalam telah terungkap segala persoalan yang aku tertanya2 selama nie.... hati aku sakit sangat masa aku dengar apa yang rizal cakap (kow sendiri yang open kena pada kita org,klu kow org nak dia kow org gorat la dia... aku nak lari dari dia,sebenarnya aku x sayang dia)kenapa nak permainkan aku sampai mcm 2? apa salah aku pada kau mohd sabri? aku dah x tahu lagi nak cakap apa, mulut aku terkunci semalam... hati aku mcm dihiris dengan pisau dan ditusuk dengan benda tajam,terasa sakit sangat.... aku rasa mcm aku x mungkin dapat bangun lagi... langkah aku x dapat maju kedepan lagi terhenti tiba2... apa yang aku dengar semuanya betul....aku x kisah klu dia nak keluar dengan sesiapa pown sekurang2 bagi tahu aku, hummm semalam sendiri megaku... masih lagi cakap dia tahu semua pasal aku.... sebenarnya dia silap,dia x pernah tahu pasal aku pown... siapa pown x kenal aku mcm mana... kow bleh taksif aku mcm mana dengan tengok cara aku berpakaian dan pergaulan aku... tapi yang pasti aku x akan sesekali melukan hati org yang aku sayang,aku x tahu dengan cara apa nak mempertahankannya lagi... dh sebaik mungkin aku buat untuk dia,apa lagi yang kurannya? aku tahu dia org semua nak dia gan ina sebb ina 2 banyak duit... i2 aku x heran la,aku boleh jugak cari duit yang banyak tapi buakn untuk org lain tapi 2 semua untuk anak2 aku... disebabkan dia aku biarkan anak2 aku... bodohnya aku sebb abaikan anak2 aku untuk org yang hanya nak mempermainkan perasaan aku... ya allah kuatkan la aku agar aku dapat lagi teruskan idup ini untuk anak2 aku... aku tahu semua yang terjadi nie berpunca dari aku....aku dah dapat rasakan pekara bodoh nie akan terjadi,aku yang silap sebenarnya... bukan aku yang x ada perasaan sebenarnya dia.... hidup nie memang susah nak diramal... kadang kita dapat apa yang kita nak kadang kita akan kehilangan segalanya untuk apa yang kita kejar....
Monday, July 11, 2011
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Saturday, July 9, 2011
ya allah kuatkan aku....
hari nie aku dah x ada apa2 lagi dengan dia... disebabkan sms yang aku anta 2 dia terus melenting x tentu pasal.... hummmm aku main2 jew sebab dia cakap semua sms yang aku anta 2 x dapat... aku pown bengang la n terus anta sms mcm 2... dah nak buat cam manakan... maybe memang aku dengan dia x patut kot,mmmmmm tapi aku x kuat untuk menghadapi semua ini.... kenapa setiap kali mesti mcm nie? kenapa setiap kali aku yang salah? perangai aku nie teruk sangat kew? aku nie x ada hati dan perasaan kew? aku yang bersalah dalam setiap hal...semua berpunca dari aku,aku yang x tahu nak kawal sendiri perangai 2.... hati aku sakit sangat dia buat aku mcm nie... dia fikir aku nie x ada perasaan kew dengan setiap kata2 dia,hummmmm klu dah x suka dekat aku cakap la x payah nak puter belit citer..... ya allah bantu la aku agar aku tenang dan dapat berfikir dengan waras...
Sakitnya hati aku tengok dia tadi.... mmmmmm lagi nak duduk dekat2 gan ina... lagi aku sakit hati... :P walaupown aku gan dia x ada apa2 tapi tah la aku sakit hati sangat tengok dia org.... maybe 2 balasan aku sbb sebelum nie pown aku rampas dia dari org lain... tuhan 2 nak tunjuk kat aku yang apa yang aku buat 2 salah... entah la aku rasa mcm nak nagis je... tapi air mata aku nie dah x nak keluar lagi.... aku nak cari ketenangan mcm mana lagi,aku sebenarnya dah x larat nak hidup lagi... penat sebab hati aku nie asik terluka je... n aku je yang kena faham org lain,org lain x nak faham aku.... dah tahu aku nie gurau kasar lagi nak cari pasal gan aku.... klu x tahan gan gurau aku cakap x payah nak cari masalah sampai mcm 2...
apa masalah pown aku x tahu
aku pown x faham perangai dia nie... makin hari suka sakitkan hati aku.... beria-ia sangat gan ina 2... mmmm aku tahu arrr perempuan 2 cantik n muda dari aku, jangan arrr apa yang org 2 suruh ikut je... org 2 ajak pergi mana2 pown ikut je,pas2 aku ditinggalkan cam 2 je... apa aku nie untuk diri dia....apa2 pown lebihkan ina 2... bila kuar gan ina 2 cakap kuar gan kawan... apa ingat aku nie tunggul tunggu lama2... kata sayang aku lebih n aku nie penting sangat dalam hidup dia,tapi aku tengok x ada pown... mcm nak main2 je gan aku nie... aku tahu la aku nie x sesuai dengan kow tapi jangan la sampai cam 2 buat kat aku..... ingat aku nie x ada perasaan kew? hati aku sakit sangat dengan perangai kow yang mcm nie... bila buat salah mula lah nak cari salah aku... semua lelaki nie sama je kan.... bila dah dapat apa yang dia org nak buang je sesuka hati, ingat aku nie barang mainan kew?...
Friday, July 8, 2011
Thursday, July 7, 2011
kenapa mesti tidak jujur?
perasaan aku semalam terasa sakit sangat....hummmm kenapa x nak terus terang dengan aku? lagi pown klu terus terang bukan aku nak marah... sekurang2nya kau jujur dengan aku.... tapi kenapa mesti sorokkan? aku dapat rasakan yg kau tidak jujur dengan aku.... kau buat sesuatu dibelakang aku tampa pengetahuaan ku.... kata aku penting sangat dalam hidup kau tapi...sudah 2 kali kau buat mcm nie.... aku rasa kau suka padan dia tampa kau sedari macam yg telah belaku sebelum nie.... aku x nak hati aku sakit mcm mana kau sakiti hati lily dulu.... aku x nak,cukup la hati aku sakit selama nie.... aku penat hidup mcm nie... cukup la selama nie aku pura2 happy sedangkan aku merana sangat.... aku tak tahu kenapa hidup aku mcm nie? kekadang aku rasa mcm x mahu hidup lagi.... penat mcm nie!!!!!!!!! sekurang2nya jujur la dengan perhubungan yang terjalin nie.... x mahu ada penipuan sedikit pown... aku telah buat sebaik mungkin agar aku tidak melakukan pekara2 yang mungkin akan menyakitkan hati kau... kenapa kau x dapat buat pekara yang sama? kau nak keluar dengan berapa ribu perempuan sekali pown aku x heran tapi 1 je aku minta dengan kau kejujuran.... dapat kau beri? tak kan... sebab kau rasa aku nie x penting dalam hidup kau sebenarnyakan... ya aku sedar aku nie siapa dan aku x patut masuk dalam hidup kau...tapi aku dh cuba lagi dari kau,kau yg makan dekat dengan aku... kau yang buat aku makan sayang dengan kau... tengok kau buat aku mcm apa pulak,kau lukakan hati dan perasaan aku dalam dia... walau kau sorok mcm mana sekali pown benda2 2 aku akan tahu jugak... banyak mata yang memandang dan banyak telinga yang mendengar.... berhati2 bila berjalan pandang2 bila bercakap...
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Betul kew aku nie salah?
Silap aku kew kawan gan dia? kenapa dia org cakap aku dengan dia x sesuai n aku nie susahkan idup dia sekarang? hummmmmm kenapa la jadi cam 2 pandangan dia org? mungkin keran umur aku dengan dengan dia berbeza... dia sama umur dengan adiq aku..... tah la kenapa aku boleh suka org macam 2, mungkin sebab dia slalu ambil berat pasal aku n sentiasa ada disisi aku.... aku rasa tenang bila dia ada dengan aku.... tapi aku tak tahu la sampai bila dia akan tahan dengan perangai aku... hahahaha sebab aku nie terlampau megada2 n manja sangat, x boleh ditengking mesti menagis :P mmmm.... semua org disekeliling aku dah menjauhkan diri dari aku sejak aku kawan dengan dia,ye la slalu aku dengan dia je... mana ada masa dengan org lain.... aku selesa dengan hidup aku sekarang... tapi aku selalu dapat kritikan dari org sekeliling yang x menyenangi hubungan aku dengan dia....
kadang2 aku terfikir jugak kenapa aku mesti terus hidup mcm nie.... dan terus mencari masalah dalam hidup aku.... org lain x faham perasaan aku sebb aku nie suka sangat berasia... klu aku sedih atau tidak sukaan sesuatu aku akan mendiamkan diri je,aku sendiri yang tanggung semua 2... yang dia org nampak aku selalu happy... sedangkan dia org tidak pernah tahu yang aku sentiasa menagis dan sedih..... sekarang aku rasa semua 2 hilang sikit bila dia ada dengan aku walaupun kekadang dia selalu buat aku sakit hati dengan perangai dia yg tah apa2 2.... tapi aku stil juga nak dekat dgn dia... rasa sayang aku pada dia makin hari makin bertambah.... entah la kadang2 aku rasa hidup aku nie membosankan, tapi aku nak buat cm mana aku harus tabah menghadapi jalan hidup yang aku pilih sendiri.....
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